I don't know why it's been so hard recently

But I'm not really into RP right now. Last week I cried about five times, which is more than I've ever cried in one week. Things were just really being a bitch for me. First I felt abused, then I felt unwanted, then I felt like my best friend was going to die (Referring to my dog here) then yesterday I felt without a voice. So maybe that's four times, but I cried twice for the unwanted. I haven't really been into roleplay recently anyways. It moves too fast, and life is throwing some crap at me right now. So please forgive me for not RPing, but things are moving too fast and it's really hard to get caught up. Plus, the stuff is only beginning. A girl who tortured me is returning to school and I can't stand her, and he girl who ruined me last year is being nice again, and I'm falling for the trap. I don't want to see asshole psychiatrist again, but the way this shit is going down, I will. So please forgive me, but I don't feel like RPing much.

Aw, Stormy... I'm so sorry what's been going on with you recently. I can sympathize with you. Back in the days of school, I was bullied and got beaten up daily. All because I was different from everyone else, given I have autism. And the worse part? I LET this happen, I did nothing to stop it. All I did was sit there and simply endured it. Trust me, I felt very unwanted and unloved back then. I had no friends, and no one who felt sympathy toward me, outside my family. I've even tried to commit suicide once out of pure depression, but I couldn't do it in the end. Just keep your chin up, I'm sure things will turn out at one point. Besides, you always got us here to talk to about your problems. Don't give up Stormy!

That's terrible:( . It pisses me off at how cruel kids can be towards each other >:L I'm sorry to hear you're going through such tough times:( I hope things get better for you. I also know how you feel. At my old schools I was bullied from elementary school all the way up until my early high school years. Kids would make fun of me because I had a problem with one of my eyes. My left eyelid was droopy and kids would call me cyclops and a whole bunch of other names. I was also in learning support classes and I was made fun of for that too. I fought back verbally but most of time it made things worse and I had to talk to a counsler. A few times, I was close to wanting to injure the kids who were bullying me but I never had the guts to use my fists. It felt terrible and made me depressed when I would come home from school. Some days I dreaded going to school, but people would tell me not let them get to me and to just ignore them. Eventually the bullies backed off over the years and in my last year at my old high school, they stopped pestering me. Don't let those brats get to you Stormy. Stand firm and let them know you're a confident person who won't take their crap. We're all here to offer you support and comfort when ever you need it:)

I know how you feel. Imagine sucking at everything and being made fun of by EVERYONE EVERYDAY. Who will cover your characters?

Well, just if I can't get on I'd like them covered. Now Mom has developed this new shitty system that how long we exercise and practice piano and such we earn computer time. D: She's such a bitch to me recently.

What about the raid?

Um... I might still be able to get on for that.

I'm so sorry to hear that you are all experiencing something difficult happening in your lives right now. I was bullied at school for just being quiet and wanting to hide in the background. I got pushed into coat racks and had people spit on me which got so out of hand and I had to move schools. Running away from the problem isn't something I'd recommend now looking back but I was only 12 at the time and didn't have much choice.
Now double that age I have the chance to look back and reflect on everything that brought me to who I am today. I'm still not very loud and by no means popular, but what does shine over it all is that the people who do care about me are the ones in life that really matter.

Everyone of you on this site has proven that they have an amazing talent to be confident to express your creativity. So even if it's only small it's a foundation stone for you all to have something to enjoy being a part of and to have something that you can look forward to doing.
You don't have to look far to see examples where each of you shine in your own right for just being who you are.
There are so many pictures (both hand drawn and computer created)..I'm totally amazed how you guys do it I can't even draw a straight line in paint let alone a whole meerkat and colour it in.
Loveable characters who you eagerly await to read more about..not just because they are nice or evil but because of the heart that was put into creating them.
Or having the courage to step forward to make your voice and opion count.

These are only a couple of examples and there are many many more.. I know I'm proud of DW and it's members

Stormy, I'm sorry to hear you feel like that. I used to get bullied too, so I guess I understand what you're going through. People used to pick on me because I was different. I wasn't into makeup or boys or fashion so the other girls hated me for it. One thing I've learnt though, is that by being loud and confident, the other kids backed off. Whenever the other kids told me that nobody liked me, I just said 'I don't care' and walked off. Before long they all left me alone.
Anyway, don't ever let other people make you feel bad. If they don't like you, then they don't deserve to know you. That's the way I look at things.
Don't worry about the rp. If you don't feel like rping, then don't. But we'll be glad to see you when you get back.

Thanks Maybeline. I know most of the people that pick on me are low lifes that are really shouldn't have any care about, but after a while, seeing almost every single person, many I don't know, look at me funny or crack a joke, it just gets to me.

Sorry Stormy and Meyerm, hopefully things will be better for you.

I'm okay. Things like that don't follow me outside of school. I just hope all goes well for your dog Stormy.